O la.

2010-08-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

im moving on to tumblr.
like 'wow omg'
there'll be a lilre rewind on old post :)

yog? yah yah y the o the g.

2010-08-16T00:46:00.000+08:00

yog week isn't it?
I was been assigned to Ritz Carlton.
I would say i might be lucky in a sense.
Most of the VIPs are staying in Ritz Carlton, but of course you'll meet some nasty people isn't it?

But hell, 1st day of yog was killing me man.
Today was 2nd day, and i'm so tired now. having god damn school tomorrow at 9am.
And i finished yog at 11pm at town okay town. hell man!
wth????????????????????????????????????

Why cant all school give breaks for all students to participate in such prettwae event?
Letting the volunteers(students) to rest well, rather than school+yog.
Not all school do thing yog is important? or shall i say, they would put education at priority. blah.

But anyway, i pretty satisfied working at Ritz Carlton.
Okay, you get to serve the IOC(international.o.committee), NOC(national.o.committee),
AND EVEN HUNKS. ahahahahahahaha
i mean for real!
But, it was a god damn great experience baby.
Seriously thank god i was been put in Ritz Carlton, thank god i did requested for a transfer.

It was tiring but,
I told myself, com'on Wendi. it's just working a few days. not a month!

national day? hai hai.

2010-08-10T11:18:00.003+08:00

national day is always full of fireworks, singapore flags, red shirts, and even red undergarments.
haa sorry about tt. ( no hor, i dont wear red undergarments on national day ok )
I mean someone WOULD. youll never know kay.

anyway, i headed to town to catch the fireworks after work.
but goodness, i bathed bobi bcos he's gotta be clean and well groomed bcos he's gonna up got adoption :(
Bobi, boss's golden retriver. ohh i took some pictures of him.
I'll post it up the next post.

Anyway, he was damn smelly yeah. So....... when he's smelly, and I'm bathing him.
Equals, I smelt like him too. Literally kay. god!
So I brought my Golden retriver smell all the way to town.
hahahahah shahfiq was so terrified of my arms.
Bcos tts where the smell came from ma! hahahahaha

Ahh, so gonna miss Bobi for sure!
He's damn kuku but cute lei. haha.
Paw paw he paw paw. When you gonna walk pass him, he'll give u this look, like puss in the boots! hhahaha
But when he's bathing, he'll give you this frowning look. awwwww.
Just hope the new owner would take good care, which I believe they would. :)

anyway, as i was saying, we were heading to town for fireworks.
The roads were blocked :(
So many people, and people kept banging on my shoulders which I got so-pissed-off,
That I literally banged 2 bang-ga-desh's-shoulder in a row. There's aint 3 there, so only 2 in a row. hahaha

But it's alrite, we managed to watch the fireworks and fort canning park!
High enough, but hmmmm not tt bad la. At least I dont have to squeeze with people there.
weeeeee.

How did you celebrate National day?

2010-08-07T13:04:00.001+08:00

I missed yesterday now.

Walking down the bridge by myself with my music, with my camera.
Sitting at the bench enjoy the wind blown by.
Walking along with tourists around you snapping pictures making you look like one too.
Smiling because, seeing cute lil kids around.
Saw one faimly with damn lottas of kids.
One rock band playing during late afternoon trying to act like rocker though they were sweating like hell.

I really misses yesterday.
Maybe I should go different places to snap pics each week.
Ideal, isn't it?

2010-08-07T00:57:00.000+08:00

Flyer/Marina Bay Sands pics were such beauty.
Really liked it a lot.
Yog is coming isn't it? WEE im gonna stationed at Ritz Carlton baby.
AINT NO BOON LAY. hahahahha. supposedly was, but i requested for a change :)
Kinda far from home ma.

Anyway, had a short briefing at Ritz Carlton and walked around at Flyer - Merlion area.
It was hot, but i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
The pictures were pretty too.
hehe.
I like today's day.
But no like today's night.
Home is always a dislike, isn't it?

SS memories.

2010-08-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

Awwwwww, I kinda miss my secondaryschool mates.
I mean everyone.
In class, In CCA. Rregardless race okay.
I even miss Irfan, who was sitting beside me when we were Sec3.
I remembered I was damn-noisy. That's why I was told to sit infront.
TO BE ATTENTIVE AND QUIET AT ALL TIMES. hahahahaha

Awww see all those pictures, thinking all those memories what we did etc.
There are always ups and downs isn't it?
Downs to have friendship torn up
Ups, having laughter and smiles all over.
They always said, Secondary times are the most fun times.
I always thought it was JUST KIDDING.
But darn, it's true.

Fun?
Pointing laser at ACCOUNTING's teacher butt.
Always get scolded by form teacher but the fact was he was kinda scare of us.
Talk about teachers' plastic surgey.
Been told to sit infront because too noisy rather than too 'short'
Morning run on every Tuesday and Thursday.
Spot check for handphones, but someone brought a hammer. LOL THIS IS FUCK FUNNY. hahahahaha

awwwww, now who doesn't miss their secondary school mates?

2010-07-30T23:50:00.000+08:00

Fuck polytechnic
Fuck it seriously.

Why must there be quarrels, conflicts, cold wars all over the place in POLY?
Ever wonder JC is fine and they seldom quarrel.
ITE can be messy but they can work strongly as a team.
But poly is seriously f up.
I should have chose JC rather than poly.
Should have choose any JC.

I dont mind struggling with studies
I dont mind studying like a geek for 2 years
I dont mind mugging like hell

Better than these 'wars'

HOLS BABE

2010-07-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

Yes HOLIDAYS BABE.

darn great hols are here. hehe.
I've goddamn managed to complete classical projects :D

And one of the project was like freakingmuthahellf-up.
God damnit. it's over now and what? HOLS BABE!

Hols aint no really all relaxing for me.
Bcos I gotta work work work.
But work is getting fun each day :)
1) I get to blow-dry dogs (follow by....)
2) Bathed the dogs ( and then....)
3) Cleanse of ears (uh huh....)
4) Shave of paws' fur (er yah....)
5) Cutting of nails (ah....)

It's more like a grooming course isn't it? And it's FOC BABE
Boss said, it even cost 100bucks to learn HOW TO CUT THE DAMN FREAKING DOGS' NAILS.
100bucks for that. How cheap is it?
Hmmmmmm.

Ahhh anyway, god damn it. I got to groom this Golden Retriver today.
Hell man, it was a beauty. But a beast when I'm blow-drying her. hahahahah
Her golden fur (yes golden color okay) was flying all over the room.
Like GOLDEN SNOW YOH. hahahahahahahah
Bathing her was a bitch.
I stood there 30mins only managed to do the 1st round.
Dogs gotta bath 2 rounds ma.
I took 30mins to bath one round only lei. (my boss was faster. 20++mins) hahahahaha
It was a great experience la.

One thing about me is, I can't be fierce on dogs :P
Dogs are able to sense when youre scare, first timer, 'great-to-bully'
So I was in the 'great-to-bully' when blow drying this god damn GR.
BCOS I JUST LOVE GR !!!!
They are beauty seriously.
Alrite, enough of work :D

And what? KOREA YOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Yes yes Miss, I, am going to Korea :P
DURING SEPT YOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
It's actually kinda a school trip, visiting companys etc.
I hope it'll be fun!
Who needs Kimchi? hahahahahahaha
I'm so gonna buy lottas of Kimchi bcos my mom said kimchi smelts like curry.

damn funny

2010-07-24T01:47:00.001+08:00

ahahahahha Work as usual today.
But darn I was at the grooming room.
Guess what?

Unexpected.
Usually Sex is M and F right, I mean for dogs darn.
Is M and F what.
I bathed a schnauzer and I got her s e x u a l l y 'high, on heat'.
I mean like yea HIGH.
DAMN GROSS LA WHITE THINGY COMING OUT DRIPPING
And what, imma girl not boy. Lesbo. =/

Worst was, she got a husband alritey.
but she's hell of a beauty virgin. Always dont wanna give to her hubby.
Damn-funny. hahahahahahahahahha
So the hubby was like looking at his wife as I was blow drying her.
I told him, I think youre not handsome enough for her my dear.
Life is like that.
And, he emo lei ok. HAHAHAHAHAHA

ohhhhhh - worst was, I just bathed her, just blow dried her. There she goes, white thingy dripping.
I was brushing her fur, and ew. accidentally touch it SOMEMORE OKAY.
Darn.

But it's fine. B'cos I got to bath a shetland today.
Handsome boy :P

Simple

2010-07-19T01:04:00.000+08:00

prettwae eh? Took it with my dearest camera :)
harrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, 1 week of no school. darn. happy. but i gotta work yeah.
nidda save up for korea trip! im glad my mom is keen to help me pay for e cost!!! WEEE

Anyway, lottas of stuffs been going on these days.
darn. i mean a lot.
Some things i shant mention.
Some nasty customers ( i mean real nasty)
Some matters happened between me and him. (glad i had a great boy)
And, I saw emo posts from my 'dislike' list of people i felt pity for em too.
Darn weird aint i?

I just though of this.
Life is always full of ups and downs.
You can be enjoying laughing for a moment now.
But you can find yourself crying afterwards.
Shits happen anytime. Happy moments? yes anytime :)
These can happen anytime, unless you know how to colour your life properly.
With some crayons. Colour crayons.
What is it?

Your love ones, family friends relatives and even your pets.
They are the main source of your life.
They are the main source to make you laugh to make you cry to make you sad to make you smile.
They are everything.

Without them, how good can you be?
Sometimes, such little things can be simple not complicated.
Sometimes, we need to spare a thought, we need to care, we need to understand others.
Sometimes, we need to pass down love to others who needs it.
Sometimes, everything can be as sweet as memorable as possible.
Sometimes, its just you.

You don't have to change you.
You just gotta think, and twist a little. That's all :)
It's not about who you are, it's about what you are capable of doing.
Even you are pretty at the outside but fugly at the inner, its still fugly.

Why don't you make it both pretty?

2010-07-16T12:26:00.000+08:00

Picture taken during Noren's belated birthday.
Superdupervuper love this picture. Cant believe my dearest camera is so loyal(clear) to me :D
hahahahahha

Prettwae eh :D
i like this picture too!
taken at bedok res.

ahhhh yah anw, these days i've keep thinking about the recruitment.
miss and miss. i'm so afraid that there aint any this july.
i'm so afraid i might miss out next year's due to freaking exams clash again. urghhh
i really wanna give it a try. i mean hey, who doesn't?

anyway, i've just finish roleplay+all written tests. damn happy this week :D
left wit projects only. weeeeeeee.
havent being working this weekdays. bcos i was damn busy with sch work.
left weekends only :(

sometimes, things wont be as simple as you think.
but it can be simple yet we always twist it so be so complicated that we suffer in the end isn't it?

2010-07-12T23:48:00.000+08:00

o la :)

god, im suffering from bad SUN BURNT DAMN!
My arms are burning in sensation. HAHA tt sound so wrong -_-
But hell its seriously burning. It's normal if i wear normal shirts on.
But if I wear tubes, its fugly.

Able to see pinkish potatoe lines. haha
Sun burnt la I meant. Anw, I was down at the race during Sunday.
It wasn't tt exciting as SRR previously.
But hell, I tell my self, SRR I GT TO ROW.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh met up with the girls today.
Noren Pris Celia and Sam!
It was kinda a belated celebration for Noren's birthday as the 2 K-girls just came back yesterday.
But hell it was fun.
We had a lot of things to talk. Gossips of course!
It was our first time gossiping, i mean for our group.
But darn, it felt like a movie.
Intro, Climax, ending. haha!

It was hell lottas of fun.
Everyone gotta head home early yeah, as they having school tml.
Hope they like the cake!!!!! Orea hehe :D
gotta must have 193849238549235829x another gossip session soon.

Sigh, it was sad that I'm the only person in SCM, and they went to RM :(
Yeah, why do I choose SCM at the first place?
Stupid decision making stupid hell happens isn't it?
Probably, just hope everything would go welll smoothly.

2010-07-08T22:18:00.000+08:00

O la.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh, i watched Despicable Me today. hehe
It's so nice. 5 STARS BABEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I HAHAHAHHA from the start and awwwwwwwwww in the end.
Happy yet awww so sweet.

God dammit I wanna have minoehs as my friend/pet whatever.
As long as I can have them as much as I can.
They are god damn yellowish like yes very.
But freaking, pretty cool in a way. hehe

Ohh, a race this weekend. Now I'm regretting, mourning, whining why didn't I join it at the first place.
But hell, it clashes with my exam that period of recruitment!
Seeing people grow stronger, seeing people built with confidence,
But looking myself being normal or probably worst really sucks badly.
I told myself I'm so gonna go for the next one.
Not gonna miss it of course.

But some people was surprised that I would wanna join.

Hmmmmm, How about being a part time photographer as well?
Sounds like a great combination anyway, I hope.

work,petshop,dogs

2010-07-03T00:57:00.000+08:00

waaaazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzup.

been school+work+him+friends these days.

What's the most memorable one?
Work.

God, I get to bath and blow-dry dogs!
Because boss doing solo grooming these days.
Other groomer went mia =/
So he was kinda busy, gotta do this and that, so ask me to help!
Get to come along a lot of dogs yeah.
big dogs, small dogs, bth dogs whatever dogs. hahahahaha damn fun la.

At least I learnt something.
Isn't about just bath and blow-dry.
But got steps&methods :)

OHHHHHHHHHH and boss&ladyboss took us to this pet shop which opens at night.
fucking cool la.
but saddest thing was, pet shop owner's dog CHOWCHOW named wawa is very sick now.
Due to old age. So we went to see her.
It was pretty sad though I get to see her just a while.

Rest well, and start to eat wawa. STAY STRONG!!!!!

Dogs need a lil love, care, concern, understanding from us too. Like we need it :)

2010-06-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeeee, i liked this picture a lot!
Credits to derrick!

I gotta buy lens soon babe.
Upgrade this, upgrade that.
Goal for my cam? Be a part time photographer, shoot whatever artistic whatever beauty shots.
Pictures keepour memories.
Irregardless of ugly,pretty,beauty,unglam pictures, it'll always bring back sweet memories.

You and your dog fighting
You and your funny faces (expressions)
You showing off your muscles
Of course you and your love ones

It's all memories. Memorable ones of course :)

My definition of Photographer isn't about shooting photos.
But admiring the places, admiring the pictures, bring along your music to shoot whatever pictures, bring along your love ones together, and lottas of lottas more.

What's your definition of, Photographer?

2010-06-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

Oh, and I just realized something real important. Or am I thinking too much overreacting again?

I was looking at my friends' photos, sorry if i sound like kinda a stalker. hahaha
But then, I was really thinking deep inside,
Do I have what's that called, BFF? yes whatever best friend forever whatever.

I mean I might know lottas of friends out there.
But realizing I've been backing off slowly isn't it?
Slowly, not so 'caught up' with one another, not so 'in' with one another.
What's with the whole idea again?
1. Is it bcos ever since I shift home?
2. Or... is it just me?

I've been backing off lottas of stuffs anyway. Shits always happened isn't it?
Things always clashes. When we are suppose to be able to meet on that day, why is there a damn meeting that day?
That's what I called shits happened. You can swallowed shit, you can only go over shit.
I mean, finish-clear- and ciao. Isn't it?
But of course in a responsible manner.

I asked Song,
Me: Am I weird?
Song: huh?
Me: I meant was, you know when I'm always in one huge group of people I'm always so quiet. And this had been a problem ya know. It's obviously irritating but I don't get it why?
Song: Probably the people doesn't suits you, dont worry :)
Me: oh.....

that's obviously a clear-cut answer. Probably more to a 'anyhow' answer la.
I admit I'm kinda having this problem now i think.
Keep quiet in a huge group isn't a good thing right?

I probably need ta think.
Hey, where when wrong- right?
Or, Hey, what the heck?

I've been thinking, what am I gonna do if I were to say goodbye to my dearest boyfriend.

Probably having some coffee in Starbucks playing facebook? hahahaha
that's no life laaaa until I meet a angmor there. ahhh enough.
Oh, angmors aren't tt great after all.
But ahhhhh, i still admired and liked their eyes and everything. harrrrrr
I sound like a physical sexual predator -_-

harrrrr, ciao

2010-06-29T23:34:00.001+08:00

what do i gotta say now.

HELLO NO SCHOOL TML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But i gotta work. damn

2010-06-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

wazzzzzzzzzzzzup.

It's been a week.
I still feel so, tired after a few days rest from camp.
Camp Impact was full of ups and downs.
Not much people turned up in the end, yet we had fun indeed.
Lottas of shits and laughters.

Theres still lottas of photos, which are all on facebook.
Way too much to post on this blog anyway.
AND I WANNA MOVE BLOGGER TO TUMBLR.
but how the hell do i shift but i wanna my old posts to shift tgt too!

urghhhhh.
OH
shahfiq just lost is ipod classic!
god dammit. He's so upset these days!
Any kind souls found any ipod classic, do drop a message to me :)

Wazzzzzzup

2010-06-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

O la.

Wazzzzzzzzup pee po.
I'm so bored today :(
Shahfiq went cycling with his dad, no work today :(
And camp impact stuffs all nearly done. goodness gonna miss these committee :)
So much fun with em during meetings and dry runs, though the camp have not start yet. haha.

Anyway, dearest Celia, Sam, and JiaLing had flew off to Korea yesterday.
awwwww, wish they ave fun! :)
Just hope that that auntie celia wont get too crazzzzzie over korea. hahahahaha

Hmmmmm, I had just finished my SCMC, tep 1st stopover last friday.
9 weeks at SCMC was ups and downs.
But it was fine, hopefully everyone would only remember the last part just because MrOng treat us Pizza. haha

Next stopover is Class. god, carol had been telling me how hectic it is.
SCARING THE FREAK OUT OF MEEE.
Walau.................. jin jialat -_-
I always fell asleep during lectures!!!!
ESPECIALLY BATRI'S one. really sibeh cannot tahan his lectures =/
hahahahahahha
awwwww, thinking of these i really missed 0912.
frigging sad we arent the same class la. $@()%&@$()%&^@$
and im the only one in scmc. WTH? HOW SAD U KNOW HOW SAD IT IS.

And now...... IM SO BORED. #%*#@)%&*@$)%&*)@$*%@$)&t%@$)

Dogs

2010-06-13T11:53:00.002+08:00

I've been surfing the net the whole morning.
And fuck, my tears came, flowing when i saw this news.

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/this_urban_jungle/389720/dog_from_puppy_mill_found_abandoned_in_sickly_condition.html

Mother fuck man. I was so fucking angry and so fucking sad at the same time.
Animals are already dying for us bcos we're eating them isn it?
But why are people, those breeders breed dogs and treat them like shit?
This german shepherd was found abandoned, so-serverly malnourished and dehydrated.

View the website and you'll know.
Those evil ticks are crawling all over her body!
Why dont u imagine, u're her. u're the dog.
You're tt skinny, you're tt weak. you've ticks so much like tt!
GOD DONT U FEEL LIKE so weak, so weak tt u dont even know how to fight back.
This poor lil dog, couldn't fight back bcos shes too weak.

Seriously, people.
Help to adopt dogs, dont buy.
If you adopt, you're helping the dogs you're lending a hand for them, they will feel loved.
They will.

Dogs doesnt bite unless you pissed em off.
Even they do, its bcos either you or ther previous owner did not take good care of him/her.
Bcos he/her is so afraid bcos of the previous incident, that it might happen again.
Dogs bark for pleasure, dogs bark for strangers, dogs bark to keep us alert.
Dogs need love from us like we needfrom others.
Put your shoes as Dogs, suffering as any other abandoned dogs out there,
waiting for rescue,
waiting for adoption,
waiting for love too.

But not waiting to be breed.
Not waiting to be torture.
Not waiting to be treated like tt.

2010-06-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

O la.

Something about these days?
Lets talk bout TODAY.
Frigging, fucking lame -_-

I rushed to the school not bcos im gonna be late. but bcos i gotta shit!
WTH RIGHT? okay this is fine.
Night, I rushed home of course not bcos of anything but bcos i wanna shit AAGAIN!?
wtf la can. -_-

Today was epic, seriously. e-p-i-c.
shitty day = shit poo day. hahahahahaha
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, have briefing for all campers/ogls/gms today.
harrrr, camp impact is coming soon!!! omg la. so excited :D
But i cant imagine myself running about with a camera at town :( hahahahahaha
IT SUCKS LA can. wth -_-
hopefully it wont rained!

camp impact-ing soon! :)

2010-06-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

Always came to realized that it's not that good to keep memories afterall isnt it?
I should tell myself, it's not reality. It's blocked.

2010-06-07T10:31:00.000+08:00

O la :)
I've been quite a lazybum these days. haha.
Too lazy to keep writing i supposed.
Wanted to shift blogger to tumblr.
But anyone had any idea if i wanna shift to tumblr but still i wanna keep my blogger posts?
HOWWW?
thats my only main concern. B'cos i wanna keep all my posts. I mean yes all.

Just a random picture I took. hahah ate the bread halfway though.

hahahha got these as my display sets at home. super cute.

My mom bought it cause she thinks its cute wa!!! hahahahaha.

You know, there's kinda like a dick there.

This is how it goes.

When you placed it into water/hotwater, and take it out.

Dick 'produces' water. pardon me if this sound so RA.

but it's real cute and cool :)

Milo:)

hahahha she looked HORRIFIED! hahaha damn cute!

haaaaaaaaa, ain't in good mood =/ probably b'cos ITS JUST ME THINKING TOO MUCH AGAIN.

Cant sleep well last night. Damn been thinking paranormal activity for no reason. worst of all is,

I DIDNT WATCH THAT MOVIE CAN?

couldn't sleep well. head spinning. Ain't no good.

Camp is coming, tep is ending, hols is coming.

yay. but....... all wonders is just 1 week. tts all.

1-w-e-e-k. damn.

ciao

2010-06-04T00:19:00.000+08:00

random pictures from 1st boyfriend:)
550D of course!

hmmmmmmmm, just a word of advise.
Don't push the blames to others, but think.
Are you 'certified' to do that?

2010-05-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

cutie pie :)

Me

2010-05-24T13:35:00.000+08:00

Hey its been a long while isnt it?

Lets see. Lottas of stuffs happened these days.
Mom went overseas for few days.
Work work work.
Been thinking a lil.
Shahfiq having some problems.

Shahfiq been stressing about his own issues.
He was skyping with his dad yesterday, while i was ipod-ing all day long.
I was sitting behind him looking at the conversation between him and his dad.
It was fcuking. frigging. Sad.
I mean, with no one supporting you whos gonna to?
With no one helping you everyone being so bias so shitty, whos gonna?
Why cant people be more concern about their own relatives.
Whats with all the bias, with all the nonsenses, with all the quarrels?
Whats with all these, when one can be a united family.
Even if thats not possible, even theres wrongs sins, you can forgive but its not easy to forget.
Because, its always in ur mind, memorable.

hmmmmmm,

Probably some shits about myself?
hmmmm, been thinking and realized some shits.
I'm a girl who dont like chinese nor korean nor jap songs. Just purely, just simply on English will do.
Its so hard nowadays to cling with friends especially when theyre so into korean/jap/chinese songs.
Its so hard nowadays to talk nicely people especially when they would actually bad mouth you right behind your back. And for no reasons. 'ha-ha-ha'
Its so freaking pathetic to see humans turning into a way whereby they only tend to listen to people talkings and only believe on what they SAY rather than what they gonna SEE.
actions meant more than says isnt it?

Why cant people just happily make friends with one another irregardless of race, religious interests or whatever shits?
Whats the different to find another person who have the similar similarities with you?
Why cant people be more open, stop listening to people nonsenses and start waking up to their senses.

But I did thought of this once.
No twice thrice and lotts lots.
Whats gonna happen if I, eventually broke up with him and left with no one no ever best friends behind comforting you.
Been asking, who really understand me?
I love to be photographer, I love to take photos, I dont mind going out alone with at least my camera along, I wanna train hard, i wanna row hard, i wanna a space for myself, i wanna a home for myself.
I wanna be what am i rather than changing myself bcos of them.

A for Apple!

2010-05-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

O la!

weeeeee SO DAMN HAPPY! hehehehehehe
I got a Itouch from Shahfiqqqqqqqqqqqq :D
So damn happy can!!!! hehehehehehe.
GREAT DAY EVER TOO!
No STOCKS! No CUSTOMERS! Got ITOUCH!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahaahha, A for Apple?
Apple for Itouch la!
This was a very belated birthday present.
Supposedly he was hiding from me,
and asked what happened if i give it back to him?
what happened if its too expensive?
what happened if i wont accept?
hahahahahaha, DUH FUCKING EXPENSIVE RIGHT!!!

but wellll, he just passed it to me today :)
Really thankhimsomuch!
He said theres still stuffs coming on the way! shipping.
I blur seh. STILL GOT WHAT ELSE U WANT?
He said its just a hard plastic cover for the Itouch.

Anyway, I really appreciated it.
But then.... hmmmm I ALMOST GIVE IT BACK TO HIM
HAHAHAHAAH. he was so damn scare can.
Bcos, lets put it this way.
Hey this is fucking expensive in a sense, and jus a mp3 jus a cool. player.
Well, its 32GB and well. I must admit.
I got a lovely boyfriend.
He really doesnt mind anything.
And now I felt so bad.

Probably getting him a Ipad or... PS3 for him.
Or, an Apple. fruit :D
hahahaahahah!!!!

Why am i always the weird, odd one?

2010-05-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

Ever think how weird/odd can you be?
Compare to your friends.
Ever think how similar you are?
Compare to your friends?
Ever wonder why?

I've been thinking,
Why am i always the odd one out?
The one who seldom shops.
The one who dislike crowded places.
The one who have no interests in chinese nor japan nor korean stars.
The one who could actually sit at the beach the whole day doing nothing.

I can stone but I can't do those stuffs.
I wont surf net about those stars.
I dont like crowded places.
I dont shop.
When I dont do such stuffs, people seldom have topics to talk to me. hahahaha so frigging typical can.
Its easily understood la.
A, B and C are in a room.
A and C likes korean,japanese,chinese singers and dramas.
B? neutral.

A and C can obviously talk quite a lot regarding their lil drama/singer topic isnt it?
Leaving B behind stoning :D hahahahahahahaah
Too much of stoning resulted in what?
Turn into a Stone. hahahahahahaha
okay lame for a while -_-

realizing myself always standing one corner among friends.
Hello i swear i'm not emo ing.
I'm stoning for good sake.
I'm sort of, stone.

okay stop now.
im dead

#1,2

2010-05-16T00:57:00.000+08:00

O la!

It's been a while since I've sort of type type typeeeeeeeeeeee.
This week had been tiring, to me!
Tep starts in the morning, work in the noon all the wayyy to night. +_+
omg, boss still wanna me to work tomorrow!

god, i wanna my rest pleaseeeee.
haven't been sleeping well these days. INSUFFICENT SLEEP!!!!!
lets seee............................
This week had been...........

Monday-tep work
Tuesday- tep work
Wednesday- tep....... camp impact
Thursday- tep work
Friday- tep meeting
Saturday- NO TEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but yog training in the morning. zzzz AND WORK!
Sunday? HELLO REST DAY LA OF COS!

hahahahahaha, damn tired la. damn shag la!
Got my paid today :D
But lend Eunice 50bucks, as she needs it.
Hope shes fine. Let's pray everything should stop getting angry about money problems

#1 Money
Money cant buy everything (tick,true)
Money cant buy everything when you need $ (er.............. ticked, erased. crossed. erased.)
Let's put it this way. Money had been an issue isnt it?
There's something ongoing about this world.
When someone is so goddamn rich, they'll keep thinking about Romance, Friendships.
But when another person in need of $ so badly, they'll stress like hell for money but not about whatever friend/relationships.
It's like a Oppsite shit.

#2 Friends
I dislike quarrels.
I dislike conflicts.
I dislike hatings.
I like neutral.

Why cant human even make the first move?
Understand yourself well, Understand that person well,
If you dont, the shits that came out from your mouth is totall posionous.
It creates stupid stories and spread like a virus with false statements.
Let's put it this way, Stop being arrogant. Stop acting like a Nice person.
Start being real, start respecting others, start treating everyone equally.

Cant fucking type anymore. Bcos the more I think.
The more fucking sad how Humans can be.
When theyre suppose to be fine, but they turned out to be like shit.

550000000000000000000000000000000000D

2010-05-13T00:03:00.001+08:00

hahahaha so clearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

im so bored these days.
work tep work tep work tep :(

550D!

2010-05-09T10:09:00.000+08:00

O la!

I finally got my dearest DSLR :)
what dslr?
Canon Eos 550D! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
And the sharpness, contrast, colors are real damn frigging nice.
I'll show you the pictures!

This is the picture I liked the most. becos of e effectssss!!!

And its so frigging CLEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

I'll just post some pictures.
Bcos blogger is kinda slow.
God damn slow!
AND I GTG
bcos its sporty sunday with the foreign buddies and i'm late!
CIAO!

These days,

2010-05-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

O la :)

What a long week! Thank goodness weekend is comingggg
Which means no early lessons, anddddddd freeedom :D

Anyway, this week was god damn busy and super tired!
Been having camp impact on Monday and Wednesday.
Typing minutes and stuffs.
wowwwwwwww its actually quite hard to catch people what they're actually saying when you are not concentrating for a lil whileeeee. ops. hahahahaha
I was damn tired on wednesday and couldn't really concentrate well =/
But oh wells, its fine!

They thought I was pissed with the Night walk routeee. hahahahahaha
Becos my face was so black, but I was thinking the word to represent that particular location.
But I cant think of it = went madddd. ahahahahahhaa

Ahhh yeah. I bet Camp Impact would be fun :D
Look at how they plan the Amazing Race, and Night walk and the plans for the days.
Sound fun, but also bastard. hahahahahahaha
Like what she said, Planning is important! yeuuuup.

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH we had BBQ with the foriegn buddies today!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Koreans+Finland+France+Germany+USA

heheheheheh. Glad to know a few friends!
Though I was tired and like 'no mood' eh.
Dont know why the goddamn me was so down.
Keep thinking about lots of messy stuffs.
ZH?WORK?HIM?SCH?BUD?

haiyah.....
but at least I had fun at the BBQ :)
Ended nicelyy. weeeeeeeeeeeeee.

A lot like love :)

2010-05-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

O la.

Yesterday was Labour day, today's a holiday.
Okay makes no different -_-
ITS STILL SO CALLED A HOLIDAY?
Because its a weekend!

Anyway, Labour day = lottas shows on tv :D
So I was watching this show during noon, A lot like love.
Oh goshhh I'm so in love with one of the song!
soooooooooooooooooooooo Nice.
The show was touching yet a lil, no. Not that educated suitable for teens
HAHAHAHAHAHHA
Alritey Nvm. But I think it was so sweet of that guy! Heartwarminggggg!

Omg after tt show, I was thinking about my own boyfriend! hahaahahha!!
Calculating all the faults, calculating all the rights?
Calculating the total.
Like what?

Do I have a good boyfriend?
What's so nice about my boyfriend that wanna me to love him?
What I think is he so different from other guys?
What's about he my mom and my brother relationship?
How long can he endure?
How much patience, he got?

Tonns tonns tonnnnnnns of qns.
Keep going down the list. Now let's put it this way.
Ever wonder what are you gonna do if something happened to your dearest?
Not just your boyfriend your girlfriend, it can be your dad your mom your sister your brother.
Even your lil annoying dog.

Ever wonder one day, your annoying dog went missing or probably got into an incident.
No more annoying dog, just you and your family under a roof.
With no more annoying dog.
Quiet? or miss those annoying nonsenses?

bbq :D

2010-05-01T11:00:00.000+08:00

O la.

Weeeeee, yesterday was SBM bbq :)
It was so funny la. Same day with Apple's birthday .
Apple's one was at 45 whereas SBM's at pit 41.

Have lottas of fun, but =/ at the end where we gotta go home.
Mattew was asking about the bikes and we only saw like 2 only!
Rachel and Celia lefttt, so left Kimberly, Derek and me finding it.
omggggg had a hard time finding itttt.
And Mattew seemed pissed =/
Felt so bad and paisehh!!

Spent goddamn 30mins to find those 2 bikes! hahahahaha
Thank goodness it was with some people we know harrr :D
Off we went home, cabbed with Kimberly and Derek.
weeeeeee, all stay in serangoon area :)
Can ask em out easily ehhh!
GO CHOMPCHOMP hahahahahaha.

Ohhhhhhh yah, Camp Impact is coming up during the June hols.
YAY imma photographer. heheheheheheehhe
and a goddamn secetary. -_-
HAHA Derek kept saying, I HAD A FIRECE OIC AND SECETARY. hahahahahah
It was so funny la during the bbq.
Drank weeeeeee vodka :D
The mixed version wasnt tt bad la.
Surprisingly nice, just a lil diluted. HAHA

alrite alrite. gotta pompom my JACKRUSSELL.

ciaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

she said,

2010-04-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

she said she knows me well.
she said because she had me for 9months in her. hmm alrite.
she said i've changed. so do i change for the good or bad?
she said when i looked at her my eyes are like some devilish eyes, is that true?
she said she understands me, ahhh same with sentence number 1.

i probably endured for merely 20mins?
ahhh, everything went out.
oh btw, 'she' was my mama.
when i pity her, when i care about her, when i concern about when i talk to her, why does everything gotta go e other way round so differently?
why, how do things gotta go so differently when supposedly it shouldn't be like that.

When it's suppose to be A, it should. But some people changed to B.
Itchy fingers, mood swings whatever. i dont know?
Sometimes, things and everything and go so wrong that it is 101% wrong.

But somehow, i need to balance my self.
But? I gotta think twice, thrice, again n again n again.
Whose in fault now?
I said, all of us.
She, Him, me.
Mama, Brother, Me.

Not my dad, it was meant to be. But hey isn't tt the past?
But come to think twice again thrice.
Isn't tt HIS fault causing such troubles?

Twice thrice,
It's probably fated.

double f's? family&friends

2010-04-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

Everything I listen have a limit.
Everything I do have a limit.
Everything I talk have a limit.
Everything I see have a limit.

A limit to listen, do, talk, see to keep yourself from disguise.
To keep yourself away from pain from demoralism.

Sometimes When I think it's enough I should really stop.
But there are times whereby I've go beyond the line.
There are also times whereby such limit happens on family and friends.

On family, everyone have no limit to everything because they would think I could just tell you off just like tt.
I could just do anything just like tt.
Ever wonder how it feels like when you the one who is causing such shit to that person?
Ever wonder that sometimes you should really limit yourself.
You can change but it's problem, hey do you wanna?

On friends, You should have limit - about yourself.
But sometimes do you even realize about limitations?
People can be so selfish that they might just tear off their 5years+ of friendship just like that.
To think twice, it might be us we ourselves who didn't put our shoes in THEIR shoes.
But when we think thrice, it might be them who didn't think for US or even be considerate about it.

Fourth time of thinking, so conclusion?
hmmmmm gd thinking.
hahahah think for the fifth time to have a better clear mindset are u the one in wrong or who?
when shits clash tgt as one, thats y its called SHIT.
but probably it should renamed as, troubles.

school,

2010-04-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

O la.

hehehehe school reopened le.
THIS SEMESTER SO FRIGGING RELAC LA!

for 9 weeks, i gonna go school and finish school at - 830-100
hahahahha sibeh shiokkkk. this is gonna last for 9 weeks :D
meanwhile i can work like almost everyday. weeeeee!

My 19th :)

2010-04-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

O la!!

WEEEEE Today? MY BIRTHDAY LA!
hahahahaha. turned 19 today :)
had lottas fun and catched up and stuffs.

basically during the noon went go with celia, sam, noren and shahfiq.
Catched 'Kick-ass' and ate POP-EYES! hehehehe.
Kick ass was so fucking lame yet hilarious la!! SERIOUSLY K.
though it was kinda guesome and hmmm. with so much 'fuck fuck fuck' - word.
Yet it was funny la, more like a weird villains. hahahahah

Anyway, shahfiq and I walked around in amk to get steamboat stuffs and played ACRADE!!!! before heading home for steamboat :)
Grandma, mama, brother, da sao was there!
Had fun la, was watching the Star awards while eating.
So random that we said my mom should be in the news.
But it would be so HONG TONG!! like all over the place.
The evil mother/auntie. hahahahahahahah, tt was my mom :D

after tt, awww Keslyn came over!
God, come to think about it it's been 1yearplus since we see each other la!
Talked so muchh, crapped so muchh.
ahhhh, laughed a lot :)
It was obviously great, but kinda sorry for her to travel fore and back.
And yea, thanks for the pressies yea!
Walked her out and stuffs.

This was my 19th birthday day.
It was great, to me :)
It wasn't the presents that count but the wishes, the love the warmth from everyone.
Today was memorable.

SBM Orientation 2010!

2010-04-18T00:42:00.000+08:00

O la!

well o well.
Orientation had come to an end.
Hope all the freshies, all the ogls, all subcoms EVERYONE had fun!

Orientation was for 2 days, no staying over but gotta report school early la.
It was great to sabo the them. but, of course every sabotage got limit ma.

I kept thinking, die die die the freshies gonna hate me for life. hahahha
and remember me like forever.
'isn't tt the game master who splashed water on us lo?!'
hahahahahha

OH YAH!!
I was game master for day 2 too, and wet games!!
Means it'll be fun la, but more freshies will really just HATE ME FOR LIFE. hahahahaha
My station was Fishball, basically you got to turn 5 rounds on the starting point ,
run towards a pool whereby there are lots of sweets in it (filled with water of course),
use the set of straws to pick up the sweets!
hahahaha, the longer time spam you take, you'll get splash by USSSS!! like siao.

it was fine la, probably sometimes a lil miscom among ourselves, the gm-s =/
but it's alrite, in the end everyone had fun. :)

Should thank everyone for making it such a memorable event of the year!

Foreign buddies

2010-04-13T10:34:00.000+08:00

O la.

weeeee most of the german buddies arrived yesterday :)
probably..... 9+4=13 of em?
yes yes. 13.
9 at 215, the rest at 350 and 415.

God, love their eyes so muchhh!
Especially the color. hahahahah.
Frigging nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh went to fetch Jonas, Lucie, Sabrina and Sophie.
settle em down in the apartment and stuffs, and off I went to visit my buddy, Andreas!!
hahahaha, and my buddy is a guy! HAHA
Shahfiq was like -_- when I told him my foreign buddy's a male. hehe.

Had a lil chat and asked him whether it's fine etc.
My buddy talking is frigging funny when comes to this part when he wanna asked me what time do I sleep and wake up etc.
So, a lil language barrier,
he went, ' er.. er... what time.. er you usually .' hahahha

He's trying to explain but it's okay :)
Need a lil time to settle down and stuffs.
hahahah, they do complain about the weather though. hahaha
hot hot hot!

ahhh yeah. Sam's buddies were so 'thumbs up'.
Arrived last Monday ah,
Went to town and little india in one week liao.
hahahha, they're really enjoying themselves la.

oki ok. meeting Andreas later to bring him around the school and probably a welcome briefing from Grandpa Tan? hahahahha

oki CIAO!

eyy

2010-04-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

O la.

Tomorrow the germans buddies will be coming :)
Can't go to fetch my buddy as I'm helping others to fetch their's.
For once I thought I myself gonna fetch all 4, 1 at 350 3 other 3's at 415.
Thank goodness Sam is helping me :)

Kinda looking forward to meet everyone. haha.

hmmmmm, busy week ahead. School school school.
Mostly is all bout orientation and germans buddies.
Couldn't really work. arghhh.
Kinda #)%#@) when my goal is so friggin near yet so far!
I was able to buy dslr on friday.
But gotta think twice for expenses/cash on hand able to survive for 2weeks?

Duh, no. So now, am so frigging..................................................................
Never the mind.
Shits happened, isn't it?
Probably need some time la. haiyah.

Work hard?
Ha, yeah.

oo

2010-04-07T23:34:00.001+08:00

O la.

Work is getting fun, but school gonna reopen soon.
Next week gonna be so damn hell busy!
Orientation, germans are coming, birthday :)
It's like from monday till sunday got programme liao. *_*

Monday pick germans up, settle down etc.
Tuesday guess gotta meet them bring there around.
Wednesday orientation preparations.
Thursday orientation day1.
Friday orientation day2.
Saturday haha still thinking if i should work or slack.
Sunday celebration.

Hope this year birthday wont be as worst as last year. =/
Not much of birthday atmosphere but just felt like,
HEY SHIT IM OLDER BY 1YEAR NOW.

crap.

haha still remember when im younger i was so enthu about birthdays lo.
sibeh funny la when you thought about childhood and memories. hahaha

hahahahah still remember about Noren's childhood thingy.
I asked everyone, what's the most stupidest thing u ever did.
Her answer was frigging funny. hahahahahaahha
OPS sorry, remember cant tell :D

Just realised something,

I think I need more exposure not closure.
Things might seemed kinda so wrong.

ciao

2010-04-06T10:35:00.001+08:00

Some times, when you looked at old pictures, old photos, old memories keep flashing back.
Whether, is it your fault at the first place that that person turned out in a 'so different way'.
Is it another person fault that caused you into such state?

But when you looked back into those memories,
smiles and laugther of everyone to be treasured.
There's definitely missing and downs, but should be no regrets and no turning back.

My work @ Petshop.

2010-04-04T10:21:00.000+08:00

Naughty chestnut :)

Maya and Bobo!

Ah Go! Fucking Huge, such a shuave golden retriver.

Haha, Been work work work work - these days.

Due to the fact that,

1. Kat had quited,

2. I need to save up more $ as well (dslr coming soon!)

Boss&LadyBoss been bringing me out to makan after work these days.
They are actually quite nice people, sometimes just need time to have more communication.
We went to quite a lot of places to makan eh?
hahahha, there was one night I wasn't working but was at Yishun area.
They even called me up asked if I wanna tag along, makan fishhead curry. hahahaha

So far So good!
Yet, still a lot to learn in it.
As in, sometimes, when customers asked some really weird stuffs-alien stuffs-but make sense in a way,
I went totally er.... hmmmm. good question, hold on I'll ask my Boss. HAHAHA

Alritey Alritey,
Supposedly today got training, guess gotta wait till July :(
Gotta chill, relax for today :D
Been work work these days. haha.

alritey, ciao!

feel.

2010-04-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

O la.

Happy April Fool day.
Careful, Don't get fooled by fools.

I'm missing everyone.
Beginning to pick up small lil pieces I've dropped.
Pieces of memories that I've left behind.
Felt so good to managed to see a picture of everyone smiling at the camera and what?
'Cheese' & 2 finger crossed? haha

It's 1st April.
School is starting in 19days time.
Hope my TEP wont start tt damn early!
Starting to miss my previous class, BM0912 of course.
Memories of what?
-people farting
-people doing stupid things
-couple quarrelling
-matching couple

hahaha, lottas stupid shit.
It's kinda similar to Seconday school time.
Just that this is different because you're wearing home clothes to school? HAHA

Everything can be so similar that only one thing make it looked so much different.

Alrite alrite, these days havent been a good day I supposed.
After camp, haven't had a good sleep.
Knee seemed so have dislocate? The feel is totally different.
It's more like the knee is IN THE process of dislocating.
Crap shit. Okay never that mind.

Been looking through lottas of photos.
Been looking lottas of impossibilities things that people actually achieved it.
But looking back at myself, its really been bad these days.

Gotta start clearing the mess I suppose.
Wakie Wendi Koh.

the 'sentence'

2010-03-31T10:55:00.000+08:00

take it as an experience and get over it.
take it as a lesson and suan over it.
take it as a memory and remember it.

What you thinking?

2010-03-29T12:50:00.000+08:00

O la.

People usually say first day of the week is what?

MONDAY BLUES.

This time round my Monday is shiok. hahaha.
Managed to have enough sleep.

My eye was terrible, looked like panda yesterday, my nose was so red that it looked like reindeer.
My nose seemed like the only place that got sunburnt, hmmmm probably kinda obvious while other parts such as arms legs were slight only.

Ah yah. It's Pris and Noren's sup paper today.
Wish em luck, all the best yeah.

I've been thinking a lot after the OGL camp.
Quite a lot I guess.

Some times I just realized that when I start to think of one 'down' memory,
everything seemed to attack into my frigging brain looking a space to hunt me down.
When memories hunt down it could be sad it could be happy.
But when it happened, just gotta fight it back. Isn't it?

Whine doesnt help, cry doesnt, stare/glare doesnt.
Fight back, move forward helps?

camp is over, now a lil break.

2010-03-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

O la.

Well, OGL camp is over. Thank goodness. =/
Honestly, I wasnt really enjoying myself in the camp but had fun in the games
and satisfied that I am able and determined to say never give up.

These 3 days were horrifying to me.
Totally, I swear.
It's not about the facilators, it's not about the pumpings pushups, it's not about food.
Camp is camp, it test about your perseverance your patience your determination your discipline.
Not your whines.

I swear its not about these.
Sometimes, when one think hard,
its all about you how you gotta overcome it.

I obviously didnt really manage to do it.

But thank him for picking me up after camp.
Went over his house pass back almost 1/3 of the stuffs back to him and rest for e whole afternoon.
Still not enough sleep. hahaha.
Gotta rest well tonight.

Lady boss is sick, mom sick, everyone sick.

ciao

camp/

2010-03-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

O la

Yesterday was quite a wow.
Went back to school and attended YOG for e entire afternoon.
ahhhh saw the 2 bangbang studying at Mac after YOG brief.
awwww so nice to see everyone again, just a few though.

Just wish em goodluck and just clear that marco paper!
Add oil bangbangs!

Anyway, I had this foreign exchange buddy coming up real sooon!
God hope it'll be fun! :D
9 germans, 7F 2MMMMMM +_+ hahahahaha.
2 only, So sad. urgh never mind.
They are coming at the 12April, probably in about 1-2 weeks time. wee hee!

I got a camp over the weekend this week :(
muthafuck. Just hope it wont turn out like the one I had previously.
Ill really just leave if it would.
Camp phobia -_-

Ahhh crap, just come to realised hols is gonna end soon.
urghh! Ive been enjoying so far :)
No whining when its holidays time, but HELLO RELAX? PLAY?
When school starts, its time to push n goo.

alritey, hope ive fun at the camp.
ciao.

heyy

2010-03-24T01:11:00.001+08:00

O la.

Great, I'm in Supply chain ( i guess)
So is that good or bad?

=/

I woke up at 750 sharp, half in lalaland/zombie/stone to check results.
So stone that I missed and didnt know the core programme and class were with it.
god dammit.
I was trying hard to surf and check while at work via kat's iphone.
bah, failed = SIBEH SLOW LA!
Thank goodness after work Shahfiq did brought his laptop out.

Anyway, I got into Supply chain. ' ha ha'
I dont know if I should be :) or -- (dull) LOL
And I think Im like having phobia on strangers, new people and especially CAMPS.
Speaking of camp, Bro would be overseas to get his wedding photos done.
Ill be @ camp, thus my mom would be alone in a big house with milo.
But momma is sick now, so should i still attend the frigging camp? zzzz

Lets see,

I cant possibly leave her alone if shes frigging ill.
Neither can I just call up and say i cant go to the camp.
But fuck la, what if my mom faint or fell down at home while no one will be home for fucking 3-4 days?

Is this the good chance to escape from camp?

my 200th post

2010-03-22T00:59:00.001+08:00

O la.

200th post, what special post can it be?
Nothing special but still about my life and opinions.

Its gonna be April soon, frigging fast isn't it?
God damn it, few more weeks Im gonna be 19yo.
Next year? Im gonna be 20 and another great R21 yo.
'yay'

Shahfiq would be even worst. haha.
fucking old man. old frigging man zz. hahahaha.

Anyway, Im glad that my goal of getting dslr is getting nearer. tee hee.
SO HAPPY CAN!
Saving almost to 1000 soon :)
Tell you guys something.
Sometimes, it feels so good, such an satisfaction that youve achieve something with your own strength without any other people's help.
Such an satisfaction that you might probably realized you just make an impossible wish possible.

Its not that hard to plan,
Its not that tough to list down list of impossible wishlist.

But it is possible to have impossible wish possible if you would just put in a lil effort and push forward.
You wont die but just suffer a lil, and ull probably get some negativity.
But when the final product is shown, youll really sense as if ure flying like a pig not like a bird.
(to make sentence sound so impossible)
hahahha.

alritey, ciao.

quick recap.

2010-03-21T12:31:00.000+08:00

O la.

Yesterday @ work was frigging like a boredom though its a weekend.
When lady boss and boss isnt around, all the groomers, kat + me chatting. hahaha.
Literally no customers can.
Probably because of the wet weather, raining ants and elephants. hahahahahah

Anyway, these days Ive been thinking about 2 frigging ass -es thingy.
1. Results
2. Camp

ahhh crap -_-

How I wish I can move to other country,
think Ill be better at concentration.
why?

i dont know.

ciao.

G r e a t.

2010-03-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

O la.

Goodness, work was so frigging such a boredom today. No people.
But managed to find some stuffs to do. :)
Play with dogs, pets, arrange stuffs. hahahaha.

Rushed back to school after work. hahaha.
Waited friggin 38mins, briefing lasted for 9mins.
Pretty fast, I like! End kinda fast la.

Speaking of briefing, ill be attending OGL camp.
And fuck, because of that previous camp, im kinda having phobia camp right now.
Previous camp was like a disaster I swear, it was so unlike of me so different.
Speaking of it, I could still remember those stares ahh fuck it seriously.

I just hope nothing goes wrong this time.
I dont mind quitting camp halfway through if I have to do so.
But seriously, I'm afraid of it right now.

To an extent, its as if a nightmare.
Sigh.

Decision, 'On'

2010-03-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

Lets see,

Ive decided to give it a try on Dragonboat.
Trial (for myself), it wont do any harm but it'll show can I actually fit can I actually do it.

He's right, private club is another matter.
You pay, its kinda you ur self control ur own timings whether you wanna go for training.

now now,
Dragonboat, working, him.

When school reopens, i sense even more stuffs INCOMING!

Dragon, working, him,
school work, school shits, foreign xhange buddy, sbm.

when I try, at least I know my own limits.
but when i haven even try but GIVE UP, thats so timid of me.

Com'on Wendi, you know you like to take on risks.
But one thing im afraid of is,
lack of time to spend with family, him, ahgong.
lack of money to get frigging camera.

probably, plan well, take on risk and push it all through.
That's it.

Real tests, incoming.
Take a good rest yay.

dragonboat.

2010-03-18T12:45:00.000+08:00

O la.

Goodness,

A call from db club.
I missed the recruitment because of exams clashing, chinese new year clashing,
straight 2 weeks.

It sound like a chance,
but ive no strength in rowing nor in training.
How the hell, how the shit, can i actually go for it?

Smiled for a sec, pondered for another.
oh god damnit.

I feel like doing these now.

2010-03-17T00:41:00.000+08:00

o la.

1. drink every night.
2. work
3. get a house nearby e beach
4. get more pets.
5. have more time, have more control of my life.
6. walk by the beach every evening with milo.
7. learn, take nice p.
8. bagpack travel.
9. train and row, dragonboat.
10. learn fencing, squash, tennis.
11. get a car.
12. get a vespa.
13. slack at starbucks everyday.
14. bake pastry.
15. wake up everyday able to see him right beside me.

15 impossible things that i wanna do it, to work hard to make it come true.

2010-03-15T11:48:00.003+08:00

My blog is so screwed now.
No tagbo. No links. haiyah. Jin Mafan.

Chalet.

2010-03-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

O la.

Chalet, all BBQs are over. wow.
To think about it, i was trying to recall every thing, every memory and stuffs.
About Chalet and BBQ. Of course, Chalet was the most memorable one.

That was the last chalet we would be had.
Or should I say, we'll have more in the future? haha

Anyway, had lottas shits hell during chalet.
There were 12-13 of us staying there during 3D2N chalet.
A lot people were busy playing mahjong, poker, PS2, poker etc.
I only remember, last night I was having a hard time counting money.
So much $ out of sudden, yet so little at the end.
And I was in a loss :(

Over spent, used my own $.
But thank goodness it wasn't like 50 100+.
Loss still, aiyah, once in a while. If its often, wa broke already can.

Ahhhh yah. While checking out this morning there was this frigging funny thing happened.
The uncle was checking the premises and stuffs if its misplace etc.
People would either lost cup, plate, or any NORMAL stuff.
But, uncle claimed that the KNIFE was lost. hahaha
For once everyone blur, how could a knife be lost and who would wanna take it?
But hahahah, thank goodness Almight Jayden found it. hahahaha.

Anyway , had fun la, lottas etc stuffs.

oh, not much people turn up as I expected. But never mind, Some had fun with Mahjong. haha.

Take care BM0912,
probably do some catching up in the future when everyone is free.

ciao.

Golden.r not coming :(

2010-03-10T10:45:00.000+08:00

walau
walau
walau
walau
walau
walau
walau
walau
walau
walau
walau
walau
walau
walau
walau

Golden.r not coming to our house :(
THIS IS ALWAYS HAPPENING.
Whenever they said, hey i got a dog for u!
In the end, NO NO MORE.

Haiyah.
But Never mind, glad tt one of the dog is back to its owner now.
Sadly, another ran away. AGAIN. wth right?! peng.
Heard tt his friend open the door, and blah blah dog ran away.

HAIYAH!!!!
Never mind, still got boss's dog :D
Ladyboss&boss told me to consider about their golden.r.
Because since im staying in landed, they thought of giving me the dog to let it have more space to run!
Providing tgt with the food supply every month okay!

Haiyah, never mind.

Can be disappointed that there's no dog,
But glad that golden.r is back to owner :)

If my Jack Russell ran away, 'ha ha ha'.
jitao MIA.

k la, gotta settle some stuffs.
CIAO!

GOLDEN RETRIVER!!!!!!!

2010-03-09T01:56:00.001+08:00

O LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wee hee. so happy!!!!!!
hahahaha.

1. today had bbq with em, really had fun. :D
2. OMGOMGOMG MY BROTHER IS GONNA BRING BACK A GOLDEN.R

hehehehehe. SO HAPPY CAN!!
less than 1year old somemore! GOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Golden.r is coming on Sunday.
Omg, cant wait! hehehe.
Milo+unknown name doggie. hahahahaha.

but if i am gonna bring back my ladyboss one,
it'll make it to 3 dogs!
YAY DOG FARM! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ok. haha

CIAO!

2010-03-08T13:08:00.001+08:00

Shahfiq asked,

'how'd u wanna celebrate your birthday this year?'
'chalet? hang out night?'

I said,

'i dont know.'

But probably i was thinking if only everyone could have a great reunion?
All ur good friends, ur loved ones gather to celebrate with you.
Sweet yet a lil sour, because of my lionness momma. hahahaha.

Sometimes, you can dream you can imagine of it.
But if u wanna make it come true, put in more effort into it.

Show all everything to her irregardless of anything uve achieved when he was with me.
Doesn't mean I just play hard, but study hard run hard to achieve something I want.

When youre not making an effort, when ure sitting down there whining,
whats the point?

There's always be downs. Nothing will be so perfect forever n ever.
When things are down, just face it yourself.
Dont pull ur friends along dont cry like theres no-tml.
Its frigging useless if u gonna do that continuosly.

Best way?
Hit the pin, fall down cry?
Think slowly, get over it. Stand up.
Keep moving.

No sacrifice No victory.

2010-03-08T12:41:00.001+08:00

ar lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

2010-03-07T12:28:00.001+08:00

O la.

Pictures taken @ Starbucks, Shahfiq studying for his exams while im playing some game like guitar hero on PSP.
Haiyah, nothing to post lei.
Nothing really happen these days, kinda dull though. haha.
Never mind, my goal of getting DSLR is getting closer :D

Probably post more pictures when i got a DSLR.
But then at the same time i scare people would 'copy' 'paste' and be so bastard to keep it and say its mine.
I hate people who does that. Kinda an ass.

Oh oh, Alice in the Wonderland is out :D weeeee!
But got ta wait for Shahfiq to finish his exams first la. piang.
Eclipse is coming out on June this year. So fast right!
Goodness, the last Twilight movie was like er WHEN only?
Now Eclipse is coming, pretty fast man. Never mind, can see 8 pac boi. heheh :D

oki. probably go dota now, should train upp! haha.
Ciao!

Rabbit? m e a t?

2010-03-03T23:53:00.001+08:00

O la.

Spell Holiday. Fucking easy wa.
Frigging holiday times so frigging relaxed, +_+

Been watching movies such as Spirited Away, Princess Monoke, HAPPY FEET!! hhahaha, Ocean 13, a lot more la.
Trying to burn time :)
hmmmmmm, borrowed a Book from e library on DSLR. hahaha.

Trying to do some research and read up some books before i buy it.
At least I know whats this whats tt.

Nothing much happened these days.
Just work and work.
A couple of few incidents of work and stuffs.
Like Chole helicopter flew to the construction site and went mia,
lottas of weird customers today i served today compared to other days,
managed to sell off one huge cage today :D
HAHAHAHAH and this is the frigging best bloody hell thing i heard today.

This guy got a rabbit at home and threatens his own rabbit by saying,
'you beta behave or ill kill you and cook you. hehehe'
LOL kinda freak me out.
But aiyah, rabbits do know how to listen actually :)
Its more like to teach them la, to behave.
But this is a lil tooooo much. hahaha.
And best part was,
'anyway, i eaten rabbit meat before its actually not bad la quite nice!'

His rabbit DIE LE LA. hahaha
Hope not!

Pets nowadays are kinda leading a beta life than us.

k la, nothing much le, gotta dota in a while to burn time. hahaha.

okok, ciao!

wow? Dogs.

2010-03-01T00:20:00.004+08:00

O la.

God, didnt pretty slept well last night!
Police men came to our house at 3am, to check on the house.
As usual, Milo woke us up tts whyyyy.
But speaking of this, its kinda scary - seriously.

Quite a number of police men came by to check on our house,
because they suspect theres a theif or should I say, someone climbing house to house.
Fucking, hell, scary. And it's like in the middle of the night.
But thank goodness, after 10minutes they realised and been called to another location.
In other words, wrong address.

Last night really scared the freak out of me.
And I'm not here to 'yaya papaya' . But hey, big house - is really scary.
Especially when youre alone at night.
Thank goodness my Mom was with me.

My mom and I couldn't really sleep after the police men had left.
We got quite paranoid even its kinda a false alarm.
Both of us were tossing around on the bed, till 4am + !
God damn it. But I'm really glad thank goodness I had a dog though its a small lil one.
At least my small Milo barks fierce enough :D
Small in size doesn't mean useless! hahaha.
So last night, we practically let her out and made her a 'guard dog' for a night. hahahaha
To guard the house of course.

But, it was damn frigging noisy.
Kept barking, but it's alrite. At least its for everyone's safety and to alert us ma.
But after last night incident, I've thought of getting a German Shepherd.
A dog like the one always appear in K9 unit. HAHA

The almighty German Shepherd!

Hmmmm, my Grandpa used to have German Shepherd, a pretty unusual type named Friendly. hahaha.

Friendly, wasn't really lost&found. But he found himself a home. He himself.

Probably like donkey years back, my grandpa house gate was wide open.

What happened was one of his dog ran out = ran away.

hmmm, Grandpa really didnt realised tt dog would ran away.

Okay , after one ran away another came in, which was the German Shepherd.

This German Shepherd (Friendly) came into my Grandpa's house and stayed there.

Grandpa did try to let him off (might belong to someone else) by opening the gate and let him go, but he didnt! Surprisingly :)

So, tts how Friendly was part of our family since then- before I moved out of Grandpa's house.

As we've moved out after tt, we did visit Grandpa and FRIENDLY. hahaha.

I still remember how Friendly react whenever we visit Grandpa when we've moved out. hahaha.

He'll keepppp jumping on us, lick our hands. hahaha. still remember kay!

But he's really a nice dog :)

German Shepherd can be aggressive in a way to strangers to theifs?

But they'll always be so loyal to their owners.

It's some how the loyalty, intelligence humanity flows in their blood.

Okayyy. Speaking of getting a German Shepherd.

Why dont I get somethinggggg like this one?

A family of German Shepherd. hahahaha.

Mother, Father, Sister, Brother, Daughter, Son. waaaa +_+

My poor lil Milo will get crushed by em. hahaha.

But just imagine this huge group of German shepherd guarding your house.

Landed la, dont talk about HDB. How are you gonna keep 6 German in a HDB. hahah.

6 German in a Landed, trained to be like a K9 unit dog.

SO COOL CAN.

But kinda fierce car la, they can be so aggressive that you can farewell to one of your arm.

Or probably your life.

hmmmm, thought of getting a big sized dog like GR, German, but where is it gonna go if i am to move into HDB?

And, I think Milo will be crushed to pieces. hahaha

alritey, enough of dogs.

ciao.

I m talking about d s l r.

2010-02-26T23:55:00.001+08:00

O la.

I just realised - I have lottas 'Cash on Hand' now, i mean cash.
More than enough to buy a brand new dslr which i had been wanting for.
Cash combination of chalet-food $ and angbao$.
Maybe i should spend all the $ now. hahahahahha and voom ZHAO.
Chalet - no food. hahahah

mutha bastard -_-

Speaking of dslr, I've decided to buy Canon. Or probably nikon or lumix? Either these 3 la.
But most probably is Canon :)
After that I'll get huge no of lens to play with :D but hmmmmm, thought of buying another type of camera after dslr.
The one on Olympus, new penax ? Aiyah, forgotten whats tt call.
It's kinda small, focus is pretty nice!
But I heard cant change lens? if im not wrong la.
Aiyah, dont know.

Lets see, my plans are somewhereeeee like that.
Get a dslr, start to buy more lens to play with.
Go on a holiday with friends bringing my honey along (dslr, not boyfriend)
Get add ons :)
Ahhh yah, timbuk2 camera bag! but they dont sell any, urgh. Crumpler seems so, common. but haiyah.

Probably able to get my honey before school starts and hopefully before april babes celebration!
Im like, I CANT WAIT TO GET A NEW DSLR NOW!!!

oh oh, i went to mustafa yesterday. obviously much cheaper la.
But there are actually other places which are much more cheaper than mustafa.
Gotta search for it =/
Never the mind. Save money first :D

alritey,
ciao.

You sure thats your bestie?

2010-02-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

O la.

Guess what?

It's Hols.

Exams are done, Year 1 - finished.
Year 1 in NYP passed pretty fast huh?

I'll write down more memories and stuffs about Y1 some other time :)

hmmmmm Let's see,
Today after POA paper 11 of us headed to Taka to eat sour garden. haha
Seoul Garden la.
My table was pretty fine, cook kinda fast, and haha i dont nidda take anything.
Thanks to Shawn and YongSeng anw. 3 of us @ one table the rest split into other 2 tables.
Ate, Talked hmmmm ok ok la.

Everyone was full, everyone was sleepy, but not sure where to go.
So, they spent like 15-20mins deciding where to go.
All the girls went home left with only me and the guys.

I was thinking pretty deep inside when I was walking to Starbucks.
What is gonna happen to me when I am Single?
No more boyfriend, Single, are friends would be the same as now or even worst?
You could say someone could have lottas friends but not much bestie.

But hey, just one question for yourself.
You sure that person is your bestie?
Just talking, communication wont make you any bestie.
Because probably one quarrel might screw your friendship.

alritey, ciao guys.
And, welcome hols :)

2010-02-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

O la.

hmmmmmmm,

Left one more paper which means HEY FUCKING HOLS IM COMIN!!

alrite, im like repeating it over n over again. =/
too happy with holidays.
-sleep like pig, train like dog, work like hell, :D

but hey, play as much as u can too la!

ahhh yah, had Statistic paper today.
And hell, probably lack of sleep got me headache, backache, moody, tired, sleepy. urghhh.
Been sleeping like less than 6hours these days.

But never mindddd, after exams well no no lack of sleep :)
hmmmmm, kinda looking forward to chalet anw.
Not because of stay over la, but because of liqour. heheheh.
Buy vodka, chivas, jack daniel?
And drunk someone. hahahahaha.

alritey, ciao!

2010-02-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

2 papers down another 2 more to go,
and i'll say HEY HI HOLS!

hols?
chalet, camp, work, and train for next trial!

2010-02-21T02:09:00.001+08:00

O la.

1. I gonna miss DB trial later due to exams. got to study. :(
sigh, kinda disappointed, but suan probably train myself up first.

2. Realised sometimes, friends always turn out to be so selfish at the most crucial point. mutha fucker.
So selfish that you wish to see them suffer when its their time to whine and ask for help.
But fuck it man, sometimes just got to open god damn eyes big enough to see, which are really your true friends.
True friends isn't just about like some sworn sisters/brothers or 'hey i think we can be besties because we've chemistry :D'

Ass, Friends isn't just about chemistry. It isn't about bestie or not but,
Friends Scold like your Parents,
Care like your lovers or your Parents,
Concern about you,
Friends do quarrel - tts the most crucial point whether he or she is your true friend.

If one keeps deny the mistake, fuck it suan kay.
But dont flare it like a big matter just because of one tiny matter. It's fucking stupid and ridiculous.
When one does, keep denying it, keep insulting you,
You just probably have to say goodbye to your good old friend.

Probably just ask your self,

What does True friend./Bestie/Friend meant to you?

2010-02-19T21:28:00.002+08:00

O la.

hahaha.
I just finished 1 paper out of 4 for my exams, and what?

I felt like GG VACATION NOW. bloody hell.

C.N.Y & exams...................

2010-02-16T13:30:00.000+08:00

O la .

Firsttt, hey happy chinese new year to every one!

Hmmmmm, this year's chinese new year is a little different to me. In what sense?
Let's seeeee.
1. god damn it, exams starts and ends within the 15days of chinese new year.
2. We're suppose to head back to Malaysia this year, but hmmmm long story. :)
3. god damn it, almost 95% of my cousins are married and had children. HAHA left australia cousin + me.
4. $_$

For the '4.' one, I hope you know what does that means. wee heee.

and hey, EXAMS IS COMING.
And what am I doing here? hahahahahahah talk cock seh.
okok, studieee time.

ciao guys!
Happy Chinese New Year and Good luck to everyone whos having exams!

almost went mad yesterday :( but hey, its cny eve now !

2010-02-13T16:58:00.000+08:00

O la!

I had been whining.... complaining about my cny clothes righttt.
Alritey, finally I bought it :)
But, I almost went mad yesterday. I mean literally mad, Yes.
I couldn't manage get any clothes and my mom was nagging at me.
She got so angry too! sigh, and of course I suggested to went on to see clothes myself.

She seemed pretty tired probably because of work.
So off she went home angrily. :(
But, she gave me 60bucks, like 'you beta get some clothes back, if not dont come back'
LOL ok tt sound kinda exaggerating. sorry kay.

And I almost called someone out yesterday when I was sitting on the bench thinking where should i buy my clothes. =/
god damn it, I cant believe i thought of calling him. someone so frigging hell )$#@*%)#@*%.
Wanted to call Shahfiq but he was busy, so yeah.
I told shahfiq what happened and surprisingly he wasnt angry but more concern about me.
and i felt even bad of course!!
I mean hey, which guy is so hell nice, good until LIKE TT!?!?
I gotta pretty pat pat and hold tight to my boyfriend.
Because he's hell too good!
Good in a way
1. whereby when I was so sick tt day he was carrying my 2.5kg laptop + his 2kg laptop + his books + his 2 bottle liqour (where he bought it from lil india each weighs nearly 1kg?).
2. never fails to make me smile and laugh when im down.
3. always there to push me when i fell down so hard.
4. he never fails to help people. (irregardless me or his friends, i mean like every one)

Alriteyy.
Anyway, thank god, I managed to bought a dress like from espirit and other clothes on cottonon.
Spent god damn 89 bucks +_+

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, yah i know as chinese new year is approaching there'll be a lot of people shopping around!

It was squeezy, okay never mind.
There were hell a lot of people, fine.
But hey! God gave every one of us a god damn mouth, why cant people just simply open their mouth and said 'excuse me'?
Rather than squezzing their way through such small path way.
urghhhh, people just simply bang their bags, butt just to squeeze through. god damn it.

Maybe, I should invent something called 'The exclusive SHOO SHOO weapon'.
Whereby it can SHOOs everyone off the user way. LOL frigging dramatic.
'whoever blocks my way, i shall shoo you off.'
god, tt was silly for a moment. i bet hell a lot of people would buy tt. hahahaha

alritey alritey, i gonna take a nap soon i guess.
did a lot of house chores today. oh yah!!!
Never, ever, move into a giant house, i mean landed. god damn doing house chores in giant house will kill you! I almost got killed. Just slight, almost. hahahaha.

Alritey. Happy chinese new year!
ciao guys!

2010-02-11T23:28:00.004+08:00

O la.

I gonna open eye BIG BIG when i eat next time. lao sai :(
Some said food posioning, aiyah dont know. I cant even walk properly!
I was walking like a turtle right behind sam, celia and pris when heading to mrt.

Literally pain pain la, cny coming, lao sai, simi lai eh!? ai yo yo yoh!!!!!

Headed to Amk mrt waited for Shahfiq when he came to fetch and check on me.
Like doctor like tt, hahahaha. but he took a cab rather than bus frigging 17bucks!
And i felt kinda bad. zzzzz

I didn't went home but went out =/
Because IM SO STRESS WITH CNY CLOTHES. up to now, i haven buy any :(
Thank goodness, stomach cramp not tt worst when heading to town.
But, back and leg pain. hahaha.

Shahfiq went to lil india to buy liqour for his party tomorrow while I went down to town first.
He said long walking distance, and me in such condition = cmi. hahaha.
Alritey, I headed down to city hall to bugis.
Saw cleon and jayden, and of course saw lots of angmor :D
Shahfiq kept hitting my head when i peeked on angmor. hahahaha. sorry la!!

Think I gonna die die buy cny clothes from cottonon.
Its like hell la, i went to bugis street city hall. walked the entire place. literally entire kay.
Yet I cant find anything I like :(
SAD LA!!!!!!
But I bought a black pants though which is NOT RELATED TO CNY CLOTHES. haha like wth??

Oki, ciao guys.
ahhh yah, Thanks bobo for rushing down today :)
Sigh really appreciated tt, so much you've down today!
Love ya big boy.

2010-02-11T01:00:00.000+08:00

O la.

cny coming in less than 1 week time and i haven get cny clothes.
been to cottonon, fox, espirit, dorothy perkins, korean, japan shop.
cant seem to find anything i like +_+

hahahah, mama say i fussy, shahfiq too.
haiyah, what to do. people stress about tests exams i stress about WHAT TO GET FOR CNY CLOTHES

maybe i should just get simple dress for cny. easy and simple, hahaha.
alritey, ciao.

2010-02-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

O la.

Shahfiq and I got total of 9 free credits to play in Timezone yesterday.
Frigging cool. Ultimate coolness.

Hey, literally free as in some people tap their 'cards' there and left i supposed?
Or shall I say, they tap it but it lag for a while. hahahahahah.
Normally people can find like 1-2 free credit or none la.

But we found frigging 9 free credits, tokens to play. hehehehe.
guns and cars game. wee heee.

No work today :)
Slacked and study a lil at Shahfiq house today and off we went to watch Dr Parnassas.
Pretty pissed off with study, but what to do??????????????????
Exams are like, during cny. collect angbao and study at e same time.
so cool +_+

alritey,
ciao guys.

2010-02-06T00:04:00.003+08:00

What to do when my mind keep thinking about the past? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

CHILL KOH CHILL

2010-02-06T00:01:00.001+08:00

O la.

finally, all presentations all done :)
today presentation was horrify. i was so nervous but held tight trying to grab a grip.
I told myself, hey fuck it - this is the last presentation in year 1. of course you dont wanna screw up just throw everything out from ya mouth la!

So i did. And lottas of errors. haha.
Ahhhh never mind, what's done is done.
I can't be like emo ing over it. it's fucking hell and small lil thing.

Been listening into indie, alternative rock and hiphop songs. ahahaha.
And I re-watch 8 mile again! A pretty cool story, despite those censored scenes la.
But seriousy, hey its nice. Keep listening to eminem songs now. ahahahaha.
And coldplay :D
Been watching videos too. +_+
On travis barker, eminem and more others singers.

i probably gotta cool down a lil bit before my mind get worst.

what what what.

2010-02-01T22:20:00.000+08:00

O la

Mama is back from overseas =/
No more freedom. hahahah no la.
But this time she seemed to hmmmmmmm changed.
Probably just me. hahaha.

Anw, I got a U tan line right at my chest. HAHA godddd looked so weird la! +_+
These tan lines were from last saturday! hahaha.
I showed ah kat at work yesterday, hahahah she like chio tio. funnie! hahaha.

hmmmmm chinese new year is coming reall sooooon. COM'ON ANG BAO!!!!
hehehehhe.

alritey, miss big boy ya :(
I seem so weak yet -
Anyway, thoughts been running through my mind today. urghhh
Kinda getting on my nerves. Never mind, Main think is to stay on, and hold tight!

Hold tight on what?
ha. Him of course, but friends ! and family too!
No wanna lose anything righttttt. Its worth when you work hard and pay off your effort.
Irregardless in anything, small tests, lil problems, a n y t h i n g.

Ahhh, I'm so into indie songs these days. =/
alritey,
ciao guys.

What a day!

2010-01-31T01:17:00.000+08:00

O la!

YAY MAMA WENT OVERSEAS but coming back tomorrow night :(
never mind at least i felt like WEEEEE O WEEE these days.
kinda msised how she nag/scold anyway though its IRRITATING. hahaha
how contridicting? okok never minddd.

Anyway, slept for only 3-4 hours last night and woke up at 530am today +_+
Went to sentosa la, for some event held at there. m
Seriously, sentosa is unexpectedly 'wow' despite those unfinished work.
There were quite a number of hotels, ahhh the cafe/pub/bar there was nice of course :)

Shahfiq and I sun tan in the morning but fuck la,
THE SUN IS LIKE 'OI WHERE IS IT?!'
We packed and headed off for the event. Headed there just to sun tan la. hahaha
But thennnn, the most 'wth' was I got tanned due to the event not because i 'sun-tan'.
I did mentioned I went to sun tan, but sun was like on off on off like some power switch la.
But at noon the sun was so frigging nice. hawt, sunny +_+

But we were at event liao how to sun tan la!
so....... sun tan with clothes on HAHAHAH
walau, i tio ugly tan lines but chio color please.
My tan were mostly on face, half of my back and of course my chest.
frigging funny la the tan shape. hahahaha.
ahhh yah, the color frigging chio. a lil red but yet a lil pinkish too!

Seemed like some medium rare steak. HAHA
wtf la!? During the event Shahfiq sweat like dog la because the Sun was like SO STRONG.
but i didnt sweat as horrible as he did! like weird la!
but never mind, at least i like my tan colors. probably gonna wear off in like 2-3 days? +_+

oki never mind. we left sentosa and lingered around at vivocity, dont know where to go. hahaha.
but when we've decided where to go, we boarded and literally slept during the bus journey.
tired la +_+

alighted at Cathay and caught a movie, Legion.
God, seriously peeps I'LL ADVISED YOU NOT TO WATCH.
It's seriously not worth the frigging $ to watch it.
The story plot, totally no link at all! Too confusing, and the way they flimed the movie is no link too kay.

I remember there's one part whereby Michael shot the 'bad guys'.
He shot like 5times using big guns and changed to pistrols, and pistrols actually fire more than those huge guns la!
LOL laughing like wtf?! I thought big ones have more amnos? urghhhh
Even I asked Shahfiq he also blur siaaa.

hahahaha, seriously ooooo blur. hahaha.
After movie, we were literally slacking around.
Walked from one town to another. hahaha.
Cathay to Bugis, Bugis to City hall, to Marina square. hahahaha bloody hell.

hmmmmm anyway, just to tell Shahfiq,
chill relax kay :) even if you fall hard, stress with stuffs overloaded, hey IM HERE! :)
Poor big boy been losing so many stuffs this year =/
Shoe bag la, Huge water bottle la, Now ez-link card.
DOMO HUGGIE BIG BOY. haahhaha.

k la, love ya big boy.
ciao guys :)

2010-01-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

some forgotten what they've done for em.

when things get worst, stone, lost, and clueless.

2010-01-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

O la.

Glad that marcoeconomics and excel ica is down today.
Pretty busy these days with so much projects.
Left with Effective Writing Skills tts all.

When school stuffs are just done with it, what comes in is family.

When am from divorced family, where they got separated since i was 5 but divorced few years back.
things would go so wrong and so bad.
When am living with mom and brother, when im the youngest of all under grandpa,
everyone is having high expectations from you.
When you are been stressed with these and that, only solution is to fight for it and achieve it.
Yes, it is hard. Yes, it is tough. Yes, it's an osbtacle.

But when everyone is pinning on me, I'll fall. So pain that it hurts badly.
When she blamed everything at me, the thing i did was kept quiet and listen.
Only talked back when I really couldn't take it.
Endurance was one, Patience was two. What's the third one?
I don't know yet.

To think, to dream, what will it be like when everything isn't like that?
Everyone is holding on, working on like a family.
No separation, no divorce of each other.
Dad and Mom talking happily together, Brother won't be so stress about my mom and me.
Me? hmmmmmm. Don't know?

Alrite, tt was more likely a dream.
Back to now, I hope things won't get worst whereby I'm literally homeless or even take a knife and chase at me.
Quarrels and shits been like tt for years, almost 7-10 years.
I don't believe the sentence where you said,
'you've been in my tum for 9months and i gave birth to you I raised you up I know you so well'

It's true, but not 100% tt true.
Sometimes, when you've been together with someone for so long doesn't means you'll know he or she well.
Include my mom. This is so no no, wrong.
Probably, if she make an effort and understand not just me, but everything.
What's the world is really doing, What, how life really goes.

Life is always in your own hands, don't let others control including your loved ones.

alrite.
ciao.

2010-01-25T23:15:00.001+08:00

when you smile, cry, laugh, angry, sad,

it's all part and parcel of life.

Plans

2010-01-23T00:09:00.000+08:00

O la.

har lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
met up with Shahfiq today at tampines 1.
haha saw bai :)

Anywayyyyyyyy, seen a lot of dslr these days.
I mean like, browse around looking for features better quality etc.
I did managed to calculate the period when I am able to get one!

Probably april/may!
Current savings + chinese new year $ + holiday working $
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
But not sure will it really works. hahahahaha.
Anyway, I've a few plans after I got a camera :)
Get a hand and try to know everything about it.
Thennnn, I'll prepare to go overseas! weeeeeeeeeeeeee

For what? Not just playing kayyyy.
And to take prettie lil nice lil pictures! Probably save money to buy iphone first or go overseas lo.
Gonna call friends along too! The more the merrier waaa.
But then, I'm not going during the march long term break but probably during august?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

If possible, I can bring myselfff and my friends to perth!
Dearest uncle stays there :)

I got lots of great plans and planning is done.
However, it's just whether am I gonna make the move or not.

You can plan yes, but will you do it?
That's the other thing.

alritey,
ciao guys.

2010-01-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

Life never stop until you say stop.

pom ppt, down :)

2010-01-19T17:18:00.002+08:00

o la.

yay, pom down :)
had fun - working with bunch of losers.
thanks for playing game kay when tell u search for apron. hahhahaha.

different groups had different kind of style. kidda cool.
like apple hahahahhha give out apple for goodwill. but the apple was nice though. hahah.
us starbucks wearing apron. hehe.
body shop and other few groups had 'design' themselves into their brand name.
somehow fit into their brand name la. haha.

fun presentation yet a stress one.
i was like, please draw me. hahaha.
or else the last group would get question with monstaaaa qns. haha.
not tt bad afteralll la.

happy with presentation and report. at least the effort did paid off. wee!
especially the report la. thank god it was good enough :)
if its above average but below 'best of all', good enough le laa.

but then, after presentation had bad headaches la. peng.
from last night until now. urghhhh.
school shucks today, for me la. had bad time concentrating due to head and was so tired. zz
literally brain drained.

ahhh yah. bought a shoe bag for boyfriend.
hope he likes it!

alritey,
ciao guys.

it was so frigging f ffffff up.

2010-01-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

o la.

frigging sensation.
im kinda mentally exhausted but physically fine.

i was literally under 'sensation' this few days.
busying doing the whole of pom magazine. i was really thinking am i stupid or what?
am i dumb or what? why didn't i ask people help me edit too?
but come to think twice what if it didnt turn out the way i wanted?

it was really silly, last minute yet wise. like wth..... hahaha!
urgh, bloody helllllll.

i was literally burning midnight oil yesterday till 5am whereby my head cannot make it. +_+
headache, pain pain laaaaa. went to rest, slept till 9am. alarm clock ringggggggggggggg hahha!!
cause i know if i don't i will be sleeping until 12noon.
if that happens i can't complete before 4.
i can't reach the printing the shop by 4.
i can't print by todayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
but yet i did. yay!

but seriously, all thanks to boyfriend!
last night we camped at starbucks doing and he helped me edit the the 2ps out of 4. haha.
and this afternoon when we were printing it, the lady said she can't help us! urghhh.
sat at one bench doing all converting from microsoft to pdf file.
boyfriend dl-ed software and helped me +_+
but then it was cocked up la. everything was lagging and hanged.. HAHAhahahaaha

sigh, if it wasn't for him i don't think i can even print by today!
i'll still be figuring how to do how to convert how to format how to do.
the converting and formating was so confusing la. urghhh!
but then i was in pretty bad mood these days.
so fucking pissed off that i ignored boyfriend when he called me.

sigh, sorry kay. but seriously he's really the saviour of the dayyy!
however, lesson learnt is never do things last minute and learn to do things fast.
if possible, why not TELL rather than advise? no one will understand this sentence.

as i fell down badly these days, it wasn't physically bad but kinda mentally devastating.
why don't you imagine yourself doing burning oil to complete a report while your mom your dad your love ones your friends are sleeping.
but, to think twice it's a lesson learnt don't do things last minute.

tiring, irritated, frustrated, but it's almost done.
the last stretch is there, just a few metres.
make an effort - no. make your fullest effort to finish it rather than stopping at a point where you are gonna finish soon.

thanks a lot bo bo.
ciao.

firece mama birthday.

2010-01-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

o la.

happy birthday mama!

lion-ness turning 49 today.

its 11plus now, shes not home yet!

haven cut cake siaaaaaa. omggg :(

less quarrel kay mama.

i know you wont read this frigging blog, but hey, happy birthday!

raising us for more than 10years without dad.

tiring but you moved on.

however, some things are like tt la k. hahahaha oki say no more le la.

shall say next time :)

and i miss bobo :(

ciao guys!

touched by love

2010-01-10T12:28:00.000+08:00

O la.

hey, this might sound or looked stupid or shitty to you.
but it meant a lot and touched me a lot.

i'm crying and smiling while typing this down.

he smsed and said this,
'Dear boo boo sometimes i may seem far. but nv forget i'm here for you :)
irregardless whether ure mum disapproves of me :)
be strong cuz i love u k :)
nv lose sight or lose feel of it :)
hugs love ya'
that smiley face repeated so many times. haha

its your life.

2010-01-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

O la.

har har har.

it makes sense when it says,
you can do things slowly, but don't stop doing it.
when you stop doing it, it's as if saying a no, a stop to your own decision or even life.

that's why this comes in by saying, never stop doing anything or nonsensical stuffs.
life is always different but its in your hands, how you color it to make it beautiful.

life can be ugly because you make it do so when you color the wrong color pencil, like black.
if you use types of color pencil, like rainbow.
things would be different.

what to do when youre moody?
what to do when youre sad?
what to do when youre angry?

how about, come to think to the worst.
its alrite to break down, whine and split everything out.
but dont break down numerous times, because that shucks :)
break down moments are times which makes us stronger.
happy moments are times which makes us stronger too.

one is like a goal and dream, another seem like a motivation.

however, nowadays people tend to seek life as a perfection.
life has never been a perfection, and you cant seek for it.
perfection is just a word.
things got to be shape in order to be perfect.

its like how you fell down and climb up again, its like how you got so devastated and got up again.
its never ending until you said stop.
life never stops until you said so.

loves :)

open house + boyfriend.

2010-01-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

O la.

har har.
helped out in Open house today.
theres Open house for all polytechnics. but my job was so relax. haha.
probably because its just first day, number of people like..... wa..... pathetic. haha

stood there like a mannequin. god. but okay la, know a few new friends.
wasn't tt bad.
but saw some 'ew' faces. the gay boy. hahah.
i think my class mates would know what i'm talking about :)
he probably come my location to slack, cause to relax can!

alrite. peer markerter was not tt bad after all.
parents, students asked questions about nyp. omg la, i cant wait to get try tep!
year 2 weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
the more i explained and talked about it, the more enthu to tep la.

har har, met up with boyfriend today :)
after bloody days :(
boyfriend still postponed his project meeting for me today. i felt so bad la. walau.
meeting boyfriend was great of course.
his warmth and touch same as ever. but realized his face got so green.
as if lack of nutrients. seems like it la.

but we ate junk food today. haha. omg la.
like so many shitte junk foodies. haha.
had fun with him, haha request to send him home. he seemed so tired.
but he dont wan..

nvm, im kind of tired now. haha almost miss the bus stop when sleeping on the bus.
ciao guys.

bad :(

2010-01-05T19:41:00.001+08:00

o la.

bad these days :(
is it me or is it my mood swing?
hopefully its just my mood swing giving me problems.

i cant control my own temper down,
i cant control my tears,
i cant control my anger,
fuck la i seemed so weak again.

this is real bad.
but i'm missing him badly, haven meet up with him for days.
hes working hes school ing.

i mean hey it is right that it's udnerstanding and learning right?
but how the fuck can it lead to worst shit?
mutha fucker. when u miss someone so fucking badly, what the fuck can you do?

see ing others make me feel like zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
sian -ed.
its alrite if u haven been into a relationship and u dont know how it feels.
but looking at yourself missing your love so badly, yet looking at other couples so happily,
wa peng, how the fuck will u feel!?

sadd ed la!
but my thinking is pretty weird right now.
when u miss someone, the best to meetup asap right?
but i miss him, i wanna see how long can we not meet each other while i tahan.
like walau...... weirdo thinking. mutha fucker -_-

okay enough, i sound like im angry. zzzzzz
ciao

myyyyyyyyyyyyyyy resolution.

2010-01-03T00:26:00.000+08:00

O la.

happy new year!

went to a lot of places on 31 dec.
in 2 hours time. haha.

went out with shahfiq in the morning den off to work.
headed to zhenghua's house to celebrate his birthday.
god, damn old man turning........ 20 i think.
some of my friends were there. ahhhh good to see em all.
chat a lot non stop. got so much to catch on.

probably on 12 march bbq tt day :)

anyway, as new year comes by of course theres a resolution right?
- get a camera
- stay firm and strong to hold on to big boy
- stay strong and get stronger in life
- at least go on a holiday with friends and without any other's parents
- lesser quarrels with mama
- stronger bondings between family and boyfriend.
- save more $
- talk to milo oftenly
- be less violent, hot-tempered and more la. hahahah

hmmmmm, i think tts all for e moment.
anyway, i really hope big boy's new year resolution would work out :)
and, hope he's doing fine with so many stuffs happened on him.

hey guys, of course, wish ya resolution work out yeah and happy new year.

ciao guys.

my memories 09

2009-12-31T01:06:00.000+08:00

O la

hey, what's ur memories for year 09?

i have a list of it, how about you?
why don't you list it all, (take your time) after that stare at the list and you'll either laughed or smiled at it.
or probably cry.

part of sad and happy memories.

1. got to know a lot of new friends. regardless in school, at work, or where-ever.
2. got to ask stupid questions within friends, listen and laughed at their answers.
3. got tonnes of gifts from boyfriend. its like a 'everyday' birthday. *_* hahahaha
4. got to go out with him when free and learnt tonnes of stuffs.
5. brother got rom-ed.
6. brother and i talking/communication got a lotttt way better :)
7. ma ma and i got worst :(
8. brother got to meet up with my boyfriend and they talked a lot la!
9. got lots of stay over with him regardless of class chalet, aston's.
10. got to go Shanghai and see lots of beautiful places!! sadly not with boyfriend!!!!!

alamak, the list goes on and on. hahaha.
some of you guys might have a better list. why don't we end 09 with such memories?
remember these, at least when you recall you know what you've done in 09, what were you doing at the age or 18 17 19 whatever 60 at year 2009.

i'm 18 this year, 09.
as i recalled this year, my boyfriend always hit my head when i stared at angmors.
hahahahahaahha!! fucking memory. hahaha.
10 years later i'll be 28. and i recalled this, i will be like, eh fuck i didnt know i was like tt. like some asian freak stalker. haha

these memories are small pieces of jokes. haha.

ah!! i suddenly remembered.
i asked, whats the stupidest thing you ever did in your life?
like noren's la. 10 years back, she stole a turtle and got caught. and she stole it because its cute. hahahahahaha!!!!!

fucking funny la!!!!

ciao guys!

held it, keep it tight.

2009-12-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

O la

in few days time, gotta say goodbye to 2009
gotta remember what've you done in 2009.
and those memories :)

memories are important. without it how you gonna smile or remember things?
it might not be important or even too hurtful to some of you guys.
but hey, memories is like a puzzle in our life.
haha, i remember i did said this previously.

there tonnes of shit happening around.
i'm sure there's at least 3-5 stuffs 'worthy' memories. haha.
it can be anything!

probably you got rom?
your sister/brother rom?
people stealing my cute bear at times?
ex call you up like hell?
uncle molest you?
ahahahhahahahahahaha.

but seriously, it can be the most funniest but yet the most little, memories in your head.
happy sad or whatever, just keep it.
just remember, happy memories made you smile.
sad ones, made you stronger and moved on.
hey, there's a lot of shits happening around the world at every second when youre sleeping or doing other stuffs.
you won't know. for example, when you're sleeping like a pig at home, your friend might be hospitalized or even worst.

just move on peeps. never give up.
ahhh god, im kinda lazy to type out my thoughts right now.
shall type down 09 happen-ed-ings next time before 2010!

ciao guys!

ciao guys!

wwwwoooowwww. wow.

2009-12-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

O la!

wwwwoooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
why wow?

first day of work, my lady boss increased my pay from originally 5.5/per to 6/per.

eh, soooo cool la!!!!!!
as some of guys dont knowwwwww, i just got started working at pet shop :)

first day is always tt sucky. but hope days behind will be fine yeah.
things should be picked up slowly. i mean hey, can u even remember what people said and explained in a single day?
i mean theres really a lot of stuffs to learn in a pet shop.
first day would made mistakes.
first day would feeeeel sooooo demoralise.
first day is making me weak but at the same time pushing me stronger.

what shahfiq had said, you cant expect things to turn out in your way at the first day whereby you dont know anything.
but hey, take time. things gotta learn slowly, things gotta pick up slowly.
but of course, be interested in it. if not, whats the point of doing it?

anyway pictures of xmas season :)
love some of these pictures!

my xmas hat is standing!!

he looked so cute here la.

like e contrast!

drug addict!!

ciao guys!

merry christmas!

2009-12-25T12:15:00.004+08:00

O la.

Merry Christmas!

one of the christmas tree i took! weeeee

like the colors and contrast :)

merry christmas peeps, and happy new year!

this few days, this few weeks and months had been a drastic change i supposed.

a drastic change, a series of unexpectedly stuffs happening.

things come and goes too.

hey peeps, 2009 is coming to an end. how fast is that?

you might thing, 'chey.. aiyah 1 year past like tt only wa'

why don't you, sit down cool down your mind and recall the happiest and the saddest memories happened this year.

you would realized and you remember how 2009 meant to you.

happiest - hmmmmm, got a car? got a dslr? got a new bag?

saddest - broke up with ur gf? your crush reject you?

there are still much more little stuffs wander in your memories which would made you smile.

think, hmmmm people stealing your little bear? hahah sorry priscilla :)

i mean, hey these all memories no matter its a huge matter or small lil stuffs are like a puzzle in our lifes.

puzzle which builds up memories that you would remember.

this year had been like a roller coaster ride.

hey, life is ups and downs right?

it was a blessing that i found my dearest boyfriend last november.

and i'm still with him now.

gotta really thank him for everything

oki, gonna continue next time.

ciao guys.

holidays - a lil relaxing :)

2009-12-22T00:06:00.000+08:00

O la!

yesterday was priscilla's 17th birthday.
happy birthday sotong ball :)

though didn't skate with them, but it looked really fun la.
what happened wasssssssssssss,
some of us headed down to kallang leisure park to celebrate lil blur head birthday :)
it was fun la, big boy came along too but left in a while for work.

hes been asking questions at the wrong timings la! urghhhh.

us with birthday girl (the shortest)

haha, sam's facial expression funnnny.

and random picture i took. haha.

alrite la.

today was project in school and met up big boy to find job.

pet shop interview tomorrow. hopefully i could get in!!!!!!

ciao guys

its always all about me

2009-12-19T20:10:00.000+08:00

O la

yesterday marked the last day of school = term break :)
a lil pity tt its only 2-3weeks and projects are to be complete.
but its alrite, at least able to sleep in late wake up late!

hmmmmm, boyfriend met me for lunch and off i went to school while he went ta see doctor.
hes a lil sick - kept coughing.
met him after school, he was waiting for me at yck mrt :)
happy la, as he seldom does tt. haha.

headed his place to rest a while before we headed out.
i supposed it was a fucking terrible evening yesterday.
i mean, hey life is always full of surprises, obstacles.
things are for ya to be much more stronger than before.
however, it seems like some times i really just wanna be alone and relax.

it was terrible yesterday.
i cried in front of him not just once, but twice thrice. haha.
like what the fuck?
it seems like after tests and icas isn't a good thing for me?
seems like more tests and school work is a better choice for me.

even since term break is here, ever since holidays are here.
mom is the first thing which comes in, second? financial.
i understand tt my mom is working like fucking hard to have this family gg on and move out all shits.
but hey, i'm not a mannequin, i'm human. h u m a n.

ever realised why your mom why your dad nag at you?
yah yah, they cared for you they want the best of you.
however, ever realised, how long can your parents is gonna hold you tt tight like locking you up in a cage and never gonna let you out?

its alrite if u dont, but i do :)
its probably gonna take another 5 6 years rather than 2 3 years (tts what she said)
some times, parents especially moms strongly think tt they know their own children, their thoughts and everything. because they've been from their womb for fucking 9months.
alrite, pretty true.
but some times, it turn out to be the child knows their mom better rather than another way round.

some times, i know you really cared for me, worrying about me.
however, i cant possibly been tied down to you for the next 5 or even 10 years.
i mean yes, you've been bringing us up to fucking hard because of dad left us all alone.
working, cooking, cleaning. its all your job, but i wanna you to know i wanna you to accept the newer things now. the fresher things now.
i wanna you to know much newer things. getting to know more stuffs.

i dont request much. just wanna you to accept the newer things.
that'll be all. :)
it's been hard for you ever since dad left us, but it's always hard for everyone except him himself.
as long as we move on, and be happy why don't we make things much more easier rather than so complex?

hmm, alrite enough.
headed out with boyfriend today.
these days weren't tt great :(
cry and cry. i'm really tired. im really am.
i mean hey, yeah life is always full of challengning stuffs. but hey, im really tired this time round.
i think, i need ta rest. i need ta rest well.

im tired of every thing.
im gonna try my fucking frigging best to put it this way.
take a full weekend rest, and continue walking. hmmmm hopefully i can yeah :)

seriously, everyone wants to be strong, everyone wants to be tt so perfect.
but, how strong how much can you yearn for it?
you got to work for it, work harder.

sighhh, bad days.
my everything is so messed now.

really thanks boyfriend for helping, cheering me for these days.

first day was because i missed him too much.

second day was because of mom.

third day was because of financial, job, mom, and him. (thank goodness he doesn't knows)

i did something real stupid, lets pray hard tt i won't do it again.

pls.

ciao guys.

love is big, love's 22th.

2009-12-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

O la.

just got back home and settled down. ahhhhh frigging tired today -_-
weirdddd.

anyway, alllllllllllllllllll tests allllllllllllllll ica are done for now. yes sha!
i totally in my on world of 'holiday holiday' during lecture and tutorial. god damn it.
ahhhhh, went to fetch love today :)
send him hom and unpack some stuffs. omg he bought me some stuffs but he..... bought himself food.
hahahaha, damn funny la.

big boy said he kept eating dua sao piak these few days. hahahahaha.
ohhhh, he got me clothes........ bag........ and this cute hairband meant for christmas!!!
omg its so cute pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. the reindeer ears. hahahahah!!
freaking cute cannnnn! thanks bo bo :)
though i tell him i really dont wanna anything, still he got me these stuffs.

really appreciated :)
ahhh yah, it's his 22th today too.
hahahha, at e airport he asked, 'ehhhh no presentttt?'
me 'its all the thoughts tt count' ahahahahaha!! i rock!!!!
no la, after tt gave him card and 'cookies' :)
hope he like it though this year presents is a lil simple.
got to his home and unpack some stuffs. rest a while and went home.

happy 22th love :)
sorry for such simple presents and one thing i did soooo wrongly.

thanks for understanding forgiving, still thanks :)

happy birthday!

alrite, gonna sleep now.

ciao guys.